This might seem like a strange post... but I was asked a question recently that made me feel like I should write about this.
Someone mentioned to me that it's a little strange that I am making things for babies in the wake of losing my baby? Some of you might have thought that same thought, but not wanted to ask. So I'm going to answer it...
I make things for babies because I love making things for babies. What is cuter than a little baby hat, or booties, or little
onsie? Not much really! Yes, I am in the wake of losing my baby, but there are lots of people in my life that I love so much who are being blessed with babies, and
I want to be a part of that. It may seem strange but it's been very
therapeutic for me, so that is why I do it.
You know, I went through this period of time when I really wanted to have a baby and could not for the life of me get pregnant. That was a really hard time. I was pretty envious of people who were having babies and I felt bad that I felt that way.
Then one day I had a realization.... there were lots of babies and kids in my life that I could love. I have the most adorable
nieces and nephews, my friends have cute kids. These are all kids that are a part of my life and you know, an "aunt" can give love to a kid in a way that no one else can
(come on, we all know it's true). I decided then that I would quit wasting my time and energy being mad that I didn't have kids yet and start loving the kids that were in my life. I'm so glad that I had that realization. And as fate would have it, shortly after that I found out I was pregnant with my son
Tru. Funny how things happen that way right?
I may not have a little newborn, but I have a baby who is becoming more and more boy and less baby each day. I make things for him too. I generally don't care what people think about me, but I wanted to say something about this. It may seem strange, but I love making things and sharing my talents with others, baby item or not.
I also want to thank those of you who still let me share in your lives, your happiness, your family and your babies!!! You'll get cute things out of it.... promise!